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Day 01: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day 02: Nine things about yourself.
Day 03: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day 04: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day 05: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day 06: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day 07: Four turn offs.
Day 08: Three turn ons.
Day 09: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day 10: One confession. 


Day 1
I miss you.. You cross my mind quite a lot. I wonder how you are doing. I was an ass I admit but I was faced with a tough decision and I made it. I guess I just have to man up and move on.

I miss hanging out with you. Ever since you got a significant other we never hang out anymore. I don't want to be the annoying third wheel but I hate contacting you. I feel that if you want to hang with me you will contact me.

I'm trying to get over you I really am. *facepalm* Why do you have to be so gosh darn adorable and suck me back in? It's not like I ever had or ever will have a chance. We've already discussed it.

I want to just stop talking to you cold. Which that makes me sad but eventually it will need to be done. I'm already feeling the pain. I'm already missing you.

I'm glad we finally reached an impasse and you realized I don't like you like that. Although I don't expect you to give up too easily.

I also miss you a bit. Sometimes I wonder if I made the right decision with you too although what you did was horribly wrong and hurtful.

We need to hang ASAP. You are my bestie. I love you.

You annoy me.. All you care about is drinking. Which is funny because I used to have a crush on you.

Do you hate me or something now? What's going on, we used to talk?

I sort of have an adorkable crush on you even though I haven't ever met you in person. You're an incredible human. :)
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It skill kind of sucks that I had to create another livejournal account when I previously had one that I used for almost a year. But it had to be done because of the sensitive issue of my username to my current self. At least now I will have the confidence to interact more with the other lj communities when I need the help and I won't be embarrassed by my username,

Oh well... A fresh start can be good. :)

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